We could happen

" There are times,

when i just want to look at your face

with the stars in the night

There are times when i just want to 

feel your embrace in the cold night.

I just can't believe that you are mine now.

You were just a dream that I once knew,

I never thought i would be right for you.

I just cant compare you with anything in this world,

you're all i need to be with forevermore. "

- David Archuleta

My favourite quotes in romantic movies

The Vow

Hmm, i can't wait for the day that i get married and we exchange our vows (wishful thinking) i wish i could probably articulate to the person i'm willing to spend the rest of my life with the overwhelming feelings they give me every time i see them or spend time with them, that every moment we shared had strengthened me into what i've always wanted to be.And that they make me, me and accepted me for flaws and all and with all the baggage i come with.And to know that no matter what obstacles we faced in the future, that I would be right by their side going through it with them. 

This line in the movie reminds me of that verse in the bible:

Love is patient, love is kind. 

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 3:4-6

I can only hope when i encounter such a special thing like love,
that i will try to uphold all the characteristics that love possesses. 


My future hubby will be the unluckiest guy to set eyes on me, cause i will never let him out of my sight(poor guy). He will be mine forever and online mine >:] Patience holds a strong place in my heart cause my personality will test a lot of it.

..my paranoia

..my insecurities 

..my indecisiveness

..my random midnight cravings

..my hypocrisy 

..my emotional instability

My hearts been dropped a lot of times, 
i'm sorry its a little tattered.
do you think you can put it back together?

We forget the rarity that love possesses sometimes.
The feeling of giving someone you're heart and soul and everything you have in yourself.
Scary thing ain't it ? I hope one day i will be able to do that.. (:


Dear John

WAHH, love love love. It's that special moment that you share together 
that you can't even comprehend into words the feeling of being with that person 
gives you and being so close within their arms. It makes you feel that anything you
 set your mind to is possible, that nothing else matters but that moment you were in. 
It's like that feeling you get when you just slow dance in the middle of nowhere, 
playing music from the soundtrack of your favourite movie of all time that makes you just those tingling sensation of butterflies and that you wouldn't ever want that moment to end.


Letters to Juliet

BLERGH.
the things you never want to live with in life, regret.
i can't say anything better than the quote that you just read.
just, carpe diem.


I like you, BABE.

My idea of the perfect relationship ..


.. taking you home even if it meant you had to be physically dragged
.. taking 2 jackets to places cause you knew i'd be too stubborn to take yours
.. going into woolies to see what we would buy and compare
.. slow dancing even when there was no music
.. lying down on the grass watching the starry night sky
.. cuddles that you wouldn't ever want to let go of
.. motivating the other when there's something due the next day
.. willing to do anything for your happiness
.. making plans to go to ikea to pick out future furniture
.. taking care of you even if it meant their health was at stake
.. being comfy enough to know you can be the DJ when you're in the car
.. not being embarrassed cause we're just as weird as each other
.. already thinking of future baby names even if it was to do with constellations
.. respecting each others boundaries
.. plan road trips of spending the day together
.. being able to cook for them and seeing how appreciative they are

man, once i find a guy that that can do half of these things

i might just have to keep him forever :D

future hubby, be patient with me

and i hope it'll be worth the wait.

BUT when you do, it'll be AMAZING.


Leap of faith.
enough said.

LEGIT,

 things just got real xD

p.s i know i know, too much romantic movies.
what can i say? sucker for rom-coms.

katwinky.x.

Mother knows best

If you think i don't make sense sometimes,

you should meet my mother.

i still love her unconditionally.

i adore this movie :3

my mother's intuition is sometimes overshadowed 
by her severe lack of logic.


NORMAL VIEW ON MARRIAGE

HER VIEW ON WHO 
YOU SHOULD MARRY

caucasian??

'NO, never ever in a gagillion years. Over my dead body,

don't you consider how different our cultures are?!'

at least our babies would be adorable ><"

as if you wouldn't say yes if chace crawford proposed.

sub-continental asian??

' -intense glare- DISOWNED.'

don't be so dismissive to people mum, 

you don't know every person in that race. 

they're really nice :)

what the sexy smoulder. 

korean??

'i got told they're really violent, 

don't let that korean drama fool you.'

don't believe everything you hear T___T"

 minhos so tall and dreamy O____O

japanese??

'they're respectful, 

but they keep everything bottled up 

and one day BOOM!!'

i actually have no idea where she gets these assumptions..

ash, i'd choose you any day ;D

so what race does she approve of?

 " i'm not that particular, i'm not picky at all :) hmm .. some race which is similar to

our race so you won't have much of a cultural difference. go find a tropical asian husband,

not phils though! think more malaysian, singapore, indonesian kinda tropical."

my mum is clearly, sorta slightly racist.
but i guess she wants the best for her baby girl xD
oh well what you gonna do,
she's bound to be broken from her conservative
thinking one day.
meanwhile, gotta get me some tropical hubby 
HAHAHAHA, i kid.






katwinky.x.

Undeserving kindness

Today was one of the worst days i've had for a while.

Accusations.

Sleep deprivation.

Emotional roller coaster.

Hobo aesthetics.

Void of proper food.

but in despite of it all, 
hardships are put forward to be overcome.

..through god's help.

..through friend's help.

..through family's help.

we can always argue that we are happy in how
we are only dependent on ourselves and the only
people to blame for our problems would be ourselves.
in reality, all people break down at one stage of their
life or another and it's through the help of others is what gets us through.


ADVICE FOR MYSELF:

Accept the fact you need people's help, 

no matter how insanely stubborn you are.

you are amazing, my life would be so much harder without you.
honestly, there's never a dull moment with you.
we make the little moments in life memorable in some
way or another.
our friendship has stood the test of time i reckon.
we've been through the whole nine yards and back.
(yes, i put in yards since you're american and all)

thank you for always being there for me.

thank you for befriending such a weirdo like me.

thank you for our time spent chatting away at san churros.

thank you for your support.

thank you for caring excessively.

thank you for being my best friend.

sorry i sometimes make no sense, 

but you somehow still understand what i meant to say.

you're such a trooper, putting up with me so much 
for such a short amount of time.
i apologise for the inconvenience.
it feels like i found my long lost twin, 
but i'm the older one since you always copy me x)
you've seen me at my craziest, my 'normalness' and my worst.
..lucky you -insert sarcasm- :)

thank you for wasting so much time on me.

thank you for wasting a gagillion litres worth of petrol

trying to navigate with an incompetent GPS. (optimus prime ftw)

thank you for your wisdom in times when i needed guidance.

thank you for genuinely making me smile even if it was for a moment.

sorry for all my the times i said 'sorry' and i will be sure to make it up

to you one day!

" You have saved our lives we are eternally grateful :D"
 - green aliens from toy story.




I came across a verse that really encouraged me.


Romans 5:2-5 Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.





i guess i ended up going on a spontaneous adventure after all :)


katwinky.x.