an apple a day keeps the doctor away

i should have ate more apples :(
well ive been constantly sick now
for the past week and a bit maybe ?
having trouble with eating properly T_____T"
SO SADDDD -cries
ill skip on the dets but yes , not a good
way to start of a hectic term of year 12 .

besides from that ive been having trouble
breathing ):
like not the, you see a really good looking
guy that takes your breath away ,
its more like OHCRAP I CANT BREATHE CAUSE
MY LUNGS ARE TRYING TO KILL ME kinda trouble .

sucks yes ?

well being the obedient child i am
i decided to conform to the likes of waiting
in a line for an hour to see a doctor which
took around 5mins to diagnose me .

Her theory/cures for my problem .
Having trouble eating.
►Stay away from all dairy/seafood kinda products
and [drink cordial ] ← ehh what ?

WELL APPARENTLY CORDIAL HAS SOME MAGICAL INGREDIENT
that would make me feel better, i dont know how that works, but
trusting the doctor i told my mother and this is what she says

" CORDIAL O____O" ITS ALL SUGAR AND MAKE YOU HYPERACTIVE , lets just buy you some yakult. ITS MUCH MORE HEALTHY ^^"

i was pretty happy, yakult was like THE CHILDHOOD DRINK .
I WAS SO HAPPY AFTER CONSUMING IT ,
cute little bottle in my oversized hand,
its like youre holding a novelty toy x)
..anywho SIDETRACKINGG .

Trouble breathing
► Before she determined what was wrong with me,
she wanted to test my lungs.
she walked over to this box thing and got this tube
kinda thing which looked sorta like a needle .
being my paranoid self i started panicking .

WHERE IS SHE GONNA INJECT ME? WHY DO YOU NEED SUCHA BIG NEEDLE FOR?!


then she attached a weird cylinder thing onto it ,
my thoughts immediately changed .
OHCRAP SHES GONNA PUT IT SOMEWHERE ..AWKWARD !!

she walks over to me slowly ,
" can you put this in your ...-suspense- ..mouth and blow for me please :)"

SIGH OF RELIEF MANNNN !!

she asked me if ive ever taken one of these tests before
she then taught mee how to do it .
she said to put my mouth around it, take a deep breath
and BLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN AS QUICK AS YOU CAN .
first and second go was a fail, third times the charm :)
she said that i had good oxygen flow to my lungs, but then she
told me what i had .

HYPERVENTILATION SYNDROME.

She carried on to explain that a normal person
takes around 15 breaths per minute, but in my case
my lungs sends signals to my brain that i need more air
so then i have trouble breathing cause my nitrogen levels
to be low in my body.

most likely cause ? stress

She suggested that when i have trouble breathing
i should use a bag and breathe in and out so that
i can collect the nitrogen/carbon dioxide that i lost .
OR i could take short breaths .
ATTEMPTED TO DO IT . result ? looking like a sped T______T"
but it kinda helps :)
she said theres no medical curefor it ,
but she says if i have so much trouble breathing
i might faint and the fainting will cure my "syndrome"
so .. i hope i faint some time soon ..
ON SOMETHING SOFT AND COMFY PLEASE ><" or a prince charming can come save me :D

QUOTE OF THE DAY :
GIRLS : -listening to ipod during class-
TEACHER: GIRLS , TAKE OFF YOUR HEARING AID RIGHT NOW
GIRLS/CLASS : HUH ? O______O"
TEACHER: you are much too young to have the hearing aid.
GIRLS/CLASS: -realises he is talking about the ipod earphones-

LOLLL ~!

hope i get better soon -sniffs

katwinky.x.

our friendship that will never cease to amaze me.

to my best friend ,
you are oh so amazing .
I still remember back in year seven when we met .. on the bus XD
since then we've been friends .
and honestly NOTHING can or will separate us .
many things have come between us .. but we always end up together (:

I LOVE YOU !

you are always there for me .
you make me laugh .
and you probably have made me cry too P:
but regardless we are still friends .
best friends .
you have shared soo many things with me .
secrets .
life experiences .
laughter .
joy .
happiness .
sadness .
depressing moments .
late nights .
crazy times .
and all of these .. I will NEVER forget .

I'm sure there are many more of them to come .
no matter what happens you are there for me .
no matter what I do to you or others you are still there for me .
no matter how much crap I give you .. you still care .
no matter what it is .. you will listen .
and no matter what I think .. you will tell me the honest truth .
regardless whether it hurts or not .

you don't even care what I have done .
you don't even care what I've said to you .
all the horrible horrible things .
you don't even care who I may have ditched you for .
you don't even care what I have become .. or well .. had become .
you just look past it all .. and I don't know how you do it .

and well I'm sorry .
I'm really sorry .
for everything .
all the secrets I haven't kept .
all the promises I've broken .
all the mean things I said .
all the horrible things I've done .
all the stupid things I picked fights about .
all the times I just got mad at you for no reason .
all the crazy fights .
all the problems I've caused .
all the tears I've caused .
I'm sorry .

I don't remember apologising ..
but even though I haven't apologised .. you still forgave me .
and you still forgive me .
you are truly awesome .
I can't imagine what it's like to put up with a horrible best friend like me .
but you do it oh so well .
it amazes me .
through thick and thin you are there for me .

I can't begin to explain how important you are .
or how much I treasure your friendship .. even if at times it doesn't seem like it .
would not be able to ask for a better best friend than you (:
you know me so so well P:
and you know how to cheer me up .
how to motivate me .
how to make me smile .

I hope there will be many many more moments .
many more memories ..
ones I can share with my kids ^^
ones that I will NEVER forget .
I hope that together we will be able to encourage each other .
to build each other up .
to help each other grow in Christ .
to cheer each other up .
to cry when the other is sad .
to lend a should to the other .
to just listen .
to offer advice .
to tell the truth .. no matter how much it may hurt

I will always be here .
I will listen to you .
I will cry with you .
I will laugh with you .. and probably at you too P:
I will pray with you and for you (:
I will dance with you .
I will go crazy with you .. just so you don't make a fool of yourself XD
I will love you .
I will give you advice .. even if you don't need it ^^
I will tell you the truth .
I will put up with any sillyness of yours .. and I'm sure there'll be plenty P:
I will NEVER leave you .
I will NEVER lie to you .
I will NEVER try to hurt you .
I just want to be your bestest friend (:
and be THE bestest friend ^^

thank you for all you've done .
thank you for just being there for me .
thank you for listening .
thank you for sharing with me .
thank you for caring for me .
thank you for praying for me .
thank you for putting up with my crap .
thank you for giving me advice (:
thank you for the late nights XD
thank you for all the boy talk .
teehee .
thank you for laughing with me .
thank you for laughing at me .
thank you for making me laugh .
thank you for forgiving me .
thank you for not caring what others think .
thank you for being you .

and again ..
I LOVE YOU !

and also .. SORRY .
last but not least THANK YOU !

you are BEAUTIFUL !
you are GORGEOUS !
you are AMAZING !
you are FANTASTIC !
you are AWESOME !

you are MY BEST FRIEND .. FOREVER <3

love you BFFL (:

Reg

How shall i ever follow such touching words ..
you left me speechless, but i shall put
it in the most adequate words as i possibly can express .

my dearest biffle ,
weve made so many awesome memories together
starting from year seven where our friendship
started to blossom.
i remember being bus buddies and you showing me
the magical phenomenon of max brennar.
inseperable we were :)
our friendship has truly taken many turns
some good, some bad.
but then again what normal friendship doesnt ?

weve shared many things throughout these years
..those days where we felt like giving up, but we pulled each other through it
..those days where we just spent crazy moments together
..those times you slept over and we couldnt shuddup the whole night
..those similar life experiences that we shared with one another
..the times where we both felt like our friendship had deteriorated
..BUT most all ill always remember that even though we had been through
a whole rollercoaster of bad moments, our friendship has prevailed in such a way
that were closer than ever .

the fact of ..
►being in different schools
►taking different career paths
►having opposing opinions
etc etc .
..NOTHING can alter the fact that ill always be here for you.

since youve listed all these thank yous
i dont know what else to list :)
your post is really long already so i dont wanna
keep everyone reading.
but ill put it in these simple terms,
I LOVE YOU AND NOONE CAN EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE.
YOU BETTER BE AT MY WEDDING WHEN I GET MARRIED
AND BE MY BABIES' GODMOTHER :D

you are ..
→sweet
→beautiful inside and out
→a smart cookie
→strong willed
→resilient
→always there
→undeniably what a best friend should be .

katwinky.x.

sped, i am .

THOSE SPED DAYS .. im sure youve encountered them .
unlike me , i encounter them most days .
quite sad really xD
you learn to deal with it.

Some of the sped things that
ive seen from other people this week include ..

J : -talking about how certain animals mate-
Me : EWWW WHY ARE WE TALKING ABOUT THISS
ITS SOO DISGUSTING AND ICKYYYY ~!!
J : lol even if it is ..its part of human nature .
Me: : LOL WHATT ? HUMAN nature ?!
J: OHCRAP , i meant mother nature .

LOL #1.

S : hey , i totally forgot you were filo
J : shes filo ??
Me : J , do you know what filo is ?
J : err yea like philedelphia ?
Me : LOLL HUH?!
J : you know where the cream cheese is from? , philadelphia cream cheese .
Me : HAHAHAHHAHAHA YOURE SAYIN I COME FROM A LAND OF CHEESES .

LOL #2 .

this is only some of those sped moments
that i encountered this week .
DW I HAVE MY FAIR SHAREEE OF EM
and i shall share some em with you .

B A C K G R O U N D
i was talking to my cousin about a bball player called
SHAQ ? i think thats how you spell it ><
and she was saying how he had a sped moment on tv .
it was along the lines of an interviewer asking shaq
about his visit to the parthenon ( historical landmark in greece)
and his answer being ..
" ive been to too many night clubs to remember which one the parthenon was"
UMM LOL SPED MOMENT .

S P E D # 1
whilst telling me the story about the parthenon ..
C : -insert text- ..lala parthenon
Me : whats the parthenon ?
C : WHAT?! HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT THE PARTHENON IS ?!
Me : err is it like the evolved pokemon of like a python or something ?
C : LOL HAHAHAHA ROFL LMAO .
Me : T_______T SCREW YOU .

B A C K G R O U N D
i was in chemistry and lately ive been
really tired for reasons unknown lol :)
and we were doing this mini test in class and i fully
blanked on what i was thinking ..

S P E D #2
The Question was ..
Why is it necessary to exclude air from catalytic and thermal cracking ?
My answer ..
When air is included , it go BOOM .

MEGA SPED .

B A C K G R O U N D
my friend was telling me to meet her at gloria jeans
in borders .. i dont really go into book stores much
especially in that surburb so i wasnt 100% sure where it was ..
this was me in borders looking for gloria jeans .

S P E D # 3
Me : -walks into every aisle of borders-
where the heck is gloria jeans ive looked everywhere ..
maybe its some hidden thing ..
-taps and touches wall to see if there is a secret door-
RAGEQUIT and calls my friend .
R : Hey where are you ?
Me: Im at borders ..but i dno where it is ..
R : LOL ILL COME AND GET YOU
Me : -walks to entrance-
R : -walks downstairs from borders-
Me : since when was there stairs here ..

REDEFINING SPED .


THE GODFATHER OF ALL SPEDNESS :D hubba hubba .

katwinky.x.

off with the fairies..

ever feel like those moments that youre just off with the fairies ?

One TWO DAYS IN A ROW IVE BEEN HAVING THIS .

those moments where nothing really goes into your head
and you just kinda flutter on by your daily routines .


you dont think straight and its just a random blur ..
where am i ? how did i get here ? how do i get back ?
bad case of alice in wonderland syndrome yes ?
gawsh i love my fairytales♥




you feel lost at your current state of mind..
questioning the confusion built up in that peculiar mind of yours .
certain thoughts people might think are ..
♦WILL I EVER REACH THE GOALS I SET OUT FOR MYSELF ?
♣ am i ever gonna be good enough for them ?
♠ what does everyone REALLY think of me ?

→ ive figured thats kinda a reaccuring motif shall we say on my mind.
.. constant paranoia .

its not my fault . paranoia is built up from own experiences .

i got attacked by a bird on saturday, which makes me more paranoid than i once was .

It was the day of granny smith and i decided to take
a long and nice walk and suddenly a random bird came..
AND RAPED MY FACE, if you knew me already youd know i have
a serious fear of birds ..

they can ..
#1 - POOP ON YOU
#2 - DROP BIRD EGGS ON YOU , IT HAPPENED TO THE TABLE OUR GROUP SITS
#3 - STEAL YOUR FOOD
#4 - INTERRUPT THINGS
#5 - RAPE MY FACE ?!

horrid little things .
BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT ive decided not to dwell on those cynical things in life
that make my life seem sucky, LEARN TO APPRECIATE WHAT LIFE GIVES YA ~!
MY LIFE IS AWESOMEE 24/7 , 365 :D

" life isnt about what you got, it's what you make of what you got "

ENJOY THIS FOLLOWING MOTIVATIONAL POSTER
barney stinson, what a legend :)

katwinky.x.

Boys Vs Men .

Dont you think that little boys are more chivalrous than men ?
well in my opinion they are ..
cause if you think about it, little boys express their feelings
in a more upfront manner shall we say .
but then again kids in general are really straight forward .

on wicky chivalrous is defined as

"..being attentive to a woman like an ideal knight"

AND SOME PEOPLE THOUGHT GUYS LIKE THIS DONT EXIST ..
theyre just pubescent and innocent thats all x)

i came to this conclusion on friday
when i was helping little kiddies out at my church :)

the scanario was like this .
kids split into groups, mix of girls and boys
ONE PARTICULAR GROUP , 2 BOYS AND ONE GIRL .
helping out with little kids ive realised that not much has
changed since my era in primary school .
they are still repulsed by the idea of getting "boy/girl germs"
..anywho that particular group i was kinda staring at ..

GIRL : urgh its so sunny, -gets paper to block out sun-
BOY1: ehh excuse me, can i get the piece of paper? We need it .
GIRL: OH sure , -hands piece of paper over-, erg im in the sun again ..
BOY2: -gets piece of paper and holds it to block out sun-
ME: GNAWWWWWWWW x3

how absolutely cute is that ?

then i thought about me in primary school .
i think i was in kindy when this happened ..
there was this boyy who had a thing for me then and at that time
guys were super icky to me .
id remember only 3 things from it .

#1 - he always wrote "i love you" on pieces of paper and gave it to me.
→ id write back by crossing love and replacing it with hate.
#2 - he sang a love song to me .
→ i gave him a weird look and walked away.
#3 - i had to go his house and have playdates.
→ stayed like 2m away from him at all times.

thinking to it now , it was pretty dang cute :)

THE QUESTION I LEAVE YOU PEOPLE WITH IS ..

WHY CANT MEN BE AS CHIVALROUS AS BOYYSSS ????
..youd think they would be since theyve matured into men ..sometimes logic makes no sense .

not saying all guys arent chivalrous, some are like gentleman as , dont get me wrong :)


hiding behind a false identity ..
ill come and reveal you for what you truly are ..
will you come and be my supermann ?♥

katwinky.x.

tenth of the tenth oh ten☺

well todays date is a special ..
10 / 10 / 10 .
to get in the spirit of things
feel free to watch the link
based on a japanese gameshow .

SIMPLY CLICK ON THE TITLE OF THIS BLOG AND
ITLL LEAD YOU RIGHT TO IT :)

This is the shortest blog ive ever written
but theres a reason for that .
im currently in the making of planning
my first ever VBLOG , exciting yes ?
DANG STRAIGHT IT IS :)
hope it works ..

PS TMR IS THE START OF YEAR 12 , ergh .

STAY TUNED FOR MORE ACTIONNN :)

katwinky.x.

asian etiquette .

yes, i am asian
no im NOT related to jackie chan .
i get annoyed when people come to you
assuming certain things just cause of your race .

For instance .
#1 - Ching Chong isn't a word in any asian language
nor does saying asian last names, let you make any sense .
#2 - Assuming all asian can't speak english is stupid.
Yes, we sometimes do have accents, but we still understand you.
#3 - Not all asians are yellow.
#4- Not every single asian knows a form of martial arts
and if we do don't think we know Mr. Miyagi.
#5 - Just cause we have smaller eyes doesn't mean
we can't see far away.
#5 - It may come as a shock, but not all asians are
ridiculously good at maths .
#6 - Don't assume asian people speak an actual asian language, they could
be brought up accustomed to a certain culture, other than asian.
#7 - We cannot catch flies with chopsticks, maybe some can, but not
are all that skilled, nor can all asian use chopsticks .
i can vouch for that :)
#8 - Not all asians are FOBS ( Fresh Off Boat),or do asian poses .
#9 - WE ARE NOT ALL SHORT , do you not see YAO MING , hed pwn your ass :)
#10 - AND WE DONT ALL LOVE RICEE, personally i do though, I NEED MY CARBS IN MEEE TO BE A GROWING CHILD ^^

Inspiration for my blog .
Guy : OI EXCUSE MEEEEE
Me : - turns around in confusion -
Guy : DOOOO YOUUUUUU KNOWWWWW WHATTTTT THEEEE TIMEEEE - points to watch- ISSSS ??? :)
Me : huh ... wth .
Guy: Oh sorry CHING CHANG CHONG CHUNG . :D
Me : - walks away-



Please enjoy this cute baby :) , courtesy of google images.

katwinky.x.

what is this word that consumes our very being ? ♥

that four letter word that girls
fall into , L O V E .
i found this thing on the internet
and i thought it would be good to repost
it on my blog, cause it seriously made me think (:
.. in a good way of course .

i depise the way that love is chucked around these days .
an over rated sentence , lost in translation with
people in this day and age .
.. I LOVE YOU ..
girls love to hear it,
and guys feel obliged to say it.
BUT, there are cases where
either/both the female/male actually MEAN it,
yes such myths exist ☺

It is acceptable to an extent to say it
to family, exclusive partner and close friends
because the place where you find to say it HAS SUBSTANCE .
Alterations made by recent generations .
ily , ifly , lovee yaa .. etc .
these can be used on a more constant basis
since it is referred to in sucha colloquial manner .

W H A T I S L O V E ? ?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
→it isn't love , its like .

You can't keep your eyes or hand off them, am i right?
→ it isn't love, it's lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
→ it isn't love, it's pride.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
→ it isn't love, it's loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
→ it isn't love, it's loyalty.

Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand?
→ it isn't love, it's low confidence.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
→ it isn't love, it's pity.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
→ it isn't love, it's infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
→ it isn't love, it's friendship.

Do you tell them everyday that they are the only one you think of?
→ it isn't love, it's a lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favourite things for their sake?
→ it isn't love, it's charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
→ then it's LOVE .

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
→ then it's LOVE.

Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
→ then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there?
→ then it's LOVE.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
→ then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
→ then it's LOVE.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

THINK ABOUT IT .

.. i made you think , didnt i (; little kids are naive like that♥


katwinky.x.

freedom deprivation , not cool

ever get the feeling of your parents
being so unreasonable ?!
like WITHOUT A DOUBT
believe that their arguement has no real point
and makes gibberish sound like perfect english .


encountering this several times it was
truly evident to myself that parents
misconstrue their child's words to make it seem
like they are always right ,
OH CONTRAIRE because a person in the right
state of mind would realise that their
accusation is truly false .

example .
S C E N A R I O #1
► these are the last holidays where
it can be spent ever so freely before the
pressure and idea of HSC fully kicks in .
► i have gone out ONLY THREE DAYS out of
a total of eleven days so far .
► the days i havent gone out i have spent slaving
at home CLEANING, not lightly dust the shelves or what not.
HEAVY DUTY CLEANINGGG , not joking .
Carrying an approx 70kg couch up like 20 narrow flights of stairs
isnt a walk in the park, especially with just two girls .

..R A M B L E , O N A N O T H E R N O T E
→ we have so much junk in our house its not funny, but my mother
suffering from "separation anxiety" feels the need to hold
onto everything . Her motto is probably along the lines of ..

" If it ain't broke, keep it in your house because
it will be of some use one day. If it is broke , patch
it up and make do with whatcha got. "

► A N Y W H O , C O N T I N U I N G..
i asked if i could go out with my friends from
school since i havent seen em since before holidays.
my mothers excuse is that i didnt study enough
and that three days are enough days out because
i "said" so myself .
I recall when we were discussing this last week,
that i went out too much already, saying this
after the 2nd day of holidays . I said that i had
only planned so far that id go out three times
in that week but she took it as ..

"IM GONNA GO OUT 3 DAYS MAX IN THE WHOLE HOLIDAY."

I admit i did go out 2 days in a row
BUT it has been nearly 5 days since ive
seriously gotten out of the house,
if it was possible id die from BOREDOM INSANITY .

ohwell, no point arguing with her .
PARENTS WILL BE PARENTS .
i should be understanding enough to know that
parents hardly understand the need for teenage freedom .

THUS, ENDS MY ANGRY RANT FOR TONIGHT .

katwinky.x.

that hidden filo gene.

im proud to say im a TOTAL noob when it comes
to speaking the native language of the
PHILIPPINES , tagalog .
but to be fair i only lived there a few years
and i still manage to understand and speak a few
phrases that make sense gramatically (:

on a different note .. I SWEAR PHILIPPINES LOVE THEIR
BEAUTY PAGEANTS~! i enjoy watching it a lot myself (;
heres why :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntXg9jOC_f8

B A C K G R O U N D
Janina San Miguel was crowned Binibining Pilipinas at the age
of seventeen, which is btw the competition in the above link.
She has been wellknown all over the internet
for her notorious question and answer section, where she lost
composure and carried on with her FILO ACCENT (:
if you didnt catch what she said ..
.. here it is .

" Well my family's role for me, isss so important.
b'cos there was the wa- they're, they was the one.
whos..very haha.
I'm so sorry. Umm.. my pamily.
My family .. Oh my god .. I'm..okay.
I'm so sorry.. I ..I told you that I'm so confident..Eto.
Ahmm..wait ..-insert *raise eyebrow* laughter-
Ahmm..sorry guys this was really my pirst pageant eber.
b'cos I'm only seventeen years old, and, ahaha
I, I did not expek that I came from,
I came from one of the taft ten.
mm . so ...but i said DOT.
My family ess the most important persons in my life.
Thank You . "

BAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)
gotta love filo accents .
still dont believe me that filos love pageants ??

these are a group of guys who decided theyd spend
their time watching MISS UNIVERSE on tv
and this is their reaction when PHILIPPINES
was chosen for the top 15 .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNkPoeYBtTQ&feature=related
enthusiastic enough for you ?! xD
GRABE SOBRANG NAKAKATAWA ~!

Just to leave you with slight words of wisdom
if you ever encounter a filo person you can say this to them .

"hindi ko alam kung paano magsalita ng tagalog"

direct translation? I don't know how to speak tagalog.

katwinky.x.

shuffle the beat .

♪ All i hear is raindrops
falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
cause this pain i feel it won't go away
and today im officially missin' youu ♥

♫Too many times i've been wrong
I guess being right takes too long
I'm done waiting, theres nothing left to do
But give all I had to you and
I better find your love and~!♥

♪Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
for when I'm a billionaire♥

♫Hands up when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes , eyes
Cause the baby tonight,
the dj got us falling in love again♥

♪One day our generation
is gonna rule the population
so we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change♥




katwinky.x.