you don't have the right to judge me.

...because sometimes people do actually feel that way.

sometimes your life feels like it's caving in on you.

sometimes people really do feel like they don't want

to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and

go into that place between life and death, saying "i

don't want to exist" isn't saying "i want to go die".

it's saying "i wish that, for the time being, i could go

somewhere and not have to feel." i don't think there's

anything wrong with that and if you don't know how

it feels to feel this way, then you have 

no place to judge anyone who does. 

ask yourself ..

change it if you aren't.

cause you know what i realised ?

you can't always rely on people, 

who you think are going to be there.

you can't wait for other people to save you, 

sometimes you have to save yourself.

BUT,

there's people out there who can restore your trust back in humanity.

sometimes, all you need is someone there to hug you.

NOTE TO SELF:

Forget things that stupid people have said and done to you.

Focus on the people who truly love and care for you.

Carry on with what you enjoy doing and do it with

 the extra knowledge that you and your heart are good.

P.S Thank you :)

katwinky.x.